Illusion no. 4: The Birdman & the Dreamer

I flew! Can you see me roaming around the air?

 Moved my wings to and fro,

 Feeling the breeze of gentle wind around my feathers,

 A heaven indeed!

But as I have said

I flew

 But, is there someone out here seen me on my flight?

 Not a single soul said the old man.

I continue laughing. . .

And started to walk away with a madman’s smile

                                                This trip roams like tiny caterpillars

                Smokes fettering the lungs

                                                ‘Sublimation’

                Then I realize

I am not flying at all…

Illusion no.1

flew away like a sea gull
eat the flesh of a rotting zebra you vulture
mind to carry messages little pigeon
hunt for a meal persistent eagle

dare to ask little man
just be yourself again
view the world like a Littl'un
and see things again under the sun.

images, portrait - corruption
paint, canvas - murder
knife, blood - life
kiss, love - death

corruption will always at your side
will affect everything within your sight
for it will become a part of your life
will murder thousands of innocent lives

a knife reminds me of your love
sharp razor edged and smooth cut
kiss that'll send blood
resurrection of dying love...

Short thought over the status quo and its relation to Freud

Reading Herbert Marcuse created a big impact over my understanding about psychoanalysis, social theory and the prevalent condition society’s undergone. Throughout history, certain shifts happened overtime. The victory of capitalism/mercantilism over monarchy, to some extent created the distinction and mainly segregated the subjects who are capable to those who are not. What I mean to say is the capability over the weapon, the capital. To which everything depends on, it is the spirit of the market. And to this extent the views of mine depends on the question why all of this things happened? Especially inequality, I really dwell my intellect on the fact that resources are enough but the execution of division of this certain resources are not equated in the same manner. Same with the social psychoanalysis, those critics of society created. My criticism over the said notion lies on what Freud discussed on his totem and taboo. That there is a primal horde wherein it seeks for the control on the herd; it seeks to maintain its status as the prime! It is the characteristic that holds all throughout by the status quo/capitalists in order to maintain the control on all aspects of the society e.g. media, education etc. and for this fact that they are hoarding this control, inequality are apparent.

            On the other hand, to consider it as a social neurosis that exists only in the status quo, the remedy same as how Freud explain the Oedipus complex, the primal horde will soon to be overthrown by its sons. The sons are the masses, the ones who are controlled. The ones will create a destabilization in order to get rid of the tyrant. And as soon as the son’s revolt, the father will defend its throne for its survival. But the hard fact here to consider is there any ambivalence that will emerge from the sons after the uprising?